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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:38 pm
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    @@@@@Maybe it's just human bodiesMaybe it's just Melanie
    “She talks to you?” He kept his voice even, but I could hear the strain now
    “How often?”
    “When she wants toWhen she's interested
    “How about today?”
    “Not muchShe's… kind of mad at me
    He barked out a surprised laugh“She's mad? Why?”
    “Because of…” Was there such a thing as double jeopardy here? “Nothing
    He heard the lie again and made the connectionShe wanted him to fry
    “She can be… violent,” I agreedI smiled, to soften the insult
    It was no insult to him“Really? How?”
    “She wants me to fight backBut I… I can't do that He touched my battered face with one fingertipAnyone would do the sameI know what you must have felt
    “You wouldn't –”
    “If I were human, I wouldBesides, I wasn't thinking of that I was remembering the
    Seeker
    I smiled again, and he relaxed a little“Mel wanted me to throttle herShe really hates that
    Seeker
    10:19 am
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    its name appeared to be the PerseOn a whim, I
    Googled this word, and found exactly one hit -
    probably a world's recordPerse was a private
    school in England, where the alumni were called
    Old PerseansThere was no mention of a School
    Ship, three-masted or otherwise
    In this latest version, the girl in the rowboat
    was wearing a green dress with straps that crossed
    over her bare back, and all around her, floating
    on vuitton purses the sullen water, were rosesIt was a
    disturbing picture
    Walking on the beach, eating my lunch and drinking
    a beer, with Wireman or on my own, I was happy
    When I was painting pictures I was happyWhen I was painting I felt filled up
    and fully realized in some basic way I had never
    understood before coming to Duma KeyBut when I
    thought about the show at the Scoto and all the
    544
    stuff that went into making an exhibition of new
    work successful, my mind went rolex watch prices into lockdownIt
    was more than stage fright; this felt like
    outright panic
    I forgot things - like opening any e-mails from
    Dario, Jimmy, or Alice Aucoin at the ScotoIf
    Jack asked me if I was excited about "doing my
    thing" at the Selby Library's Geldbart Auditorium,
    I'd tell him ohyeah, then ask him to gas up the
    Chevy in Osprey, and forget what he'd asked me
    When Wireman asked if I'd talked to Alice Aucoin
    yet about how the various groupings were to Prada Purse be
    hung, I'd suggest we volley some tennis balls,
    because Elizabeth seemed to enjoy watching
    Then, about a week before the scheduled lecture,
    Wireman said he wanted to show me something he'd
    made"Maybe you could give me
    your opinion as an artist," he said
    There was a black folder lying on the table in the
    shade of the striped umbrella (Jack had mended the
    rip with a piece of electrician's tape)I opened
    it and took out what looked like a glossy brochure
    On the chloe paddington front was one of my early efforts, Sunset
    545
    with Sophora, and I was surprised at how
    professional it lookedBelow the repro was this:
    Dear Linnie: This is what I've been doing in
    Florida, and although I know you're awfully busy
    Below awfully busy was an arrowI looked up at
    Wireman, who was watching me expressionlessly
    Behind him, Elizabeth was staring at the GulfI
    didn't know if I was angry at his presumption or
    relieved by itIn truth, I felt both discount fendi things
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:38 pm
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    Wilson threw a body aside, and then stepped back with an exclamationHe had uncovered a snake, which moved its head slowly from side to side over the top of one of the boxesThe men all drew away with a murmur of fear and flattened against the opposite wall of the caveRed pressed the safety on his gun, and drew a bead slowly on the head of the snakeHis hands ladies gucci watches were wavering, and he watched the flat eyes of the snake with absorption"Don' miss," Wilson whispered
    The sound of the shot bounded from wall to wall with the over-pouring clamor of an artillery pieceThe snake's head disappeared into a mash of pulp, and its body quivered frenetically for many secondsThe men watched intently, awe-struck, their ears deafened by the noise of Red's gun"Let's get out handbag dolce gabbana of here," Gallagher cried
    They stumbled over one another in their sudden frenzy to get outAll of them had an acute panicWilson mopped his face and breathed deeply of the air outside the hole"Ah guess that's one box Ah'll never get," he said casuallyActually, he was feeling very tired, and his restlessness had spent itself temporarily"Ah guess we might as well get on back," he said
    The men new louis vuitton descended the ridge and struck out along the road leading back to the bivouac areaThey passed a gutted tank which lay moldering off the road, its treads broken and rusted, looking like the skeleton of a lizard"Goddam snake like that soon," Martinez saidHe was looking at a corpse which lay almost naked on its backIt was an eloquent corpse, for there were no wounds on its body, and its hands were hermes purse clenching the earth as if to ask for a last time the always futile questionThe naked shoulders were hunched together in anguish, and he could easily conceive the expression of pain that should have been on the corpse's mouthBut the corpse lay there without a head, and Red ached dully as he realized the impossibility of ever seeing that man's faceThere was only a bloody fragment at the terminus of the used louis vuitton nec
    10:19 am
    @@@@@This upsets people sometimes “Every time,”
    @@@@@This
    upsets people sometimes
    “Every time,” the one named Rob mutteredHis hand drifted to the holster on his thigh
    “What?” Jared asked in a flat voice
    Nate sighed and then gestured to the tall man with the ginger red hairThe man stepped
    forward, a wry smile on his faceHe had freckles, like me, only thousands moreThey were
    scattered so thick across his face that he looked dark skinned, though he was fairHis eyes were
    dark–navy blue, maybeNow, he's with us, so don't go crazyHe's my best friend–saved my life a
    hundred timesHe's one of our family, and we don't take kindly to it when people try to kill
    him
    One of the women slowly pulled her gun out and held it pointed at the ground
    The redhead spoke for the first time in a distinctly gentle tenor voice“No, it's okay, NateSee?
    They've got one of their own He pointed straight at me, and Ian tensed“Looks like I'm not
    the only one who's gone native
    Burns grinned at me, then crossed the empty space, the no-man's-land between the two tribes,
    with his hand stretched out toward me
    I stepped out from around Ian, ignoring his muttered warning, abruptly comfortable and sure
    I liked the way Burns had phrased it
    Burns stopped in front of me, lowering his hand a bit to compensate for the considerable
    difference in our heightsI took his hand–it was hard and callused next to my delicate skin–and
    shook it
    “Burns Living Flowers,” he introduced himself
    My eyes widened at his na
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:46 pm
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    engraver'sScarlett tilted her head to admire the crisp white ruffles
    of the Mary Stuart style capThe point on the forehead was really
    very becomingIt emphasized the black arch of her eyebrows and the
    shining green of her eyesHer hair looked like black silk where it
    tumbled in curls on each side of the vuitton purses rufflesWho would ever have
    thought that mourning garb could be so flattering? She turned from
    side to side, looking over her shoulders at her reflection in the pier
    glassThe jet bead trim and tassels on her black gown glittered in a
    very satisfactory way
    "Ordinary" mourning wasn't awful like deep mourning, there was
    plenty
    of leeway in it if you had magnolia-white skin to show in a low-cut
    black gownShe walked cartier womens quickly to her dressing table and touched her
    shoulders and throat with perfumeShe'd better hurry, her guests
    would be arriving any minuteShe could hear the musicians tuning up
    downstairsHer eyes feasted on the disorderly pile of thick white
    cards among her silver-backed brushes and hand mirrorsInvitations
    had started pouring in as soon as her friends knew that she was
    reentering the social whirl; she was Gucci Indy Bag going to be busy for weeks and
    weeks to comeAnd then there'd be more invitations, and then she'd
    give another receptionOr maybe a dance during the Christmas
    season
    Yes, things were going to be just fineShe was as excited as a girl
    who'd never been to a party beforeWell, it was no wonderIt had
    been more than seven months since she'd been to oneExcept for
    Tony
    Fontaine's coming-home
    She smiled, rememberingDarling chanel logo earrings Tony, with his shy-heeled boots
    and
    silver saddleShe wished he could be at her party tonight
    Wouldn't people's eyes pop right out of their heads if he did his trick
    of twirling hissixshooters! She had to go-the musicians were playing
    in tune, it must be lateScarlett hurried down the red-carpeted
    stairs, sniffing appreciatively when she reached the scent of the
    hot-house flowers that filled huge vases in every black and white bags ro
    10:26 am
    @@@@@The jungle was protective suddenly, a buffer
    @@@@@The jungle was protective suddenly, a buffer against all the demands that would be madeHe longed to lose himself in it, become separate from the men"I don't know," he saidIt seemed important to stop arguing
    They fell silent, lay again on their packs, relapsing into their private thoughtsMinetta's weariness colored his reverie, made him sadHe thought of Italy, which he had visited with his parents when he was a childVery few memories remained; he could recall the town in which his father was born and a little of the city of Naples, but the rest had become clouded
    In his father's village the houses tumbled down a hillside in a network of tiny alleyways and dusty courtyardsAt the foot of the hill a little mountain stream lashed over the rocks and raced along vigorously into the valley belowThe women would carry their laundry down in baskets in the morning, and wash the family clothing on the flat rocks of the bank, kneading and slapping and scrubbing with the ancient absorbed motions of peasant women at workThe boys in the town would fetch water every afternoon from the same stream and carry it up the hill, moving slowly, their small brown legs cording with labor as they toiled up the footpath to the town
    Those were about the only details he could remember, but they stirred himHe seldom thought of the town, and he had forgotten almost all the Italian he once knew how to speak, but when he was moody or reflective he would remember things like the heat of the sun between the walls of the alleyways, or the acrid fermy odors of the dung on the fields
    Now, for the first time in many months, he brooded about the war in Italy and wondered if the town had been destroyed in bombardmentsIt seemed almost impossible to him; the little houses of rock and plaster must remain foreverHe was very depressedHe had seldom thought of returning to that village, but now, transiently, it was what he wanted most to doJesus, that place all ruined, he thoughtFor a few seconds his mind held in montage all the wrecked towns, the corpses on the road, the perpetual muted thunder of artillery over the horizon; it even contained a place for this patrol on an island in another oceanEverything's being smashed all over the worldThe magnitude of the idea was too great; his mind veered away, careened back giddily to the rock on which he was sitting, absorbed itself once more in the wretchedness and fatigue of his bodyAaah, it's all so big you get lost in itThere's always some goon on top of yaDespite himself, he pictured his village destroyed, the cold shattered walls standing like the upraised arms of dead soldier
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    12:46 pm
    @@@@@ “I just spotted the man I was to meet
    @@@@@
    “I just spotted the man I was to meet here,” he said to the barely conscious Maurice and Ralph
    “He wants me to go outside
    “You’re leaving us?” whined the Belgian
    “Hey, man, you shouldn’t do thay-at,” added the young American from the South
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “Only for tonight Bourne leaned over the table“I’m working with another légionnaire,
    someone who’s on to something that involves a lot of moneyI don’t know you, but you seem like
    decent men Bourne pulled out his roll of bills and peeled off a thousand francs, five hundred for
    each of his companions“Take this, both of you—shove it in your pockets, quickly!”
    “Holy shee-itt!”
    “Merde!”
    “It’s no guarantee, but maybe we can use youKeep your mouths shut and get out of here ten or
    fifteen minutes after I leaveI want you sober tomorrowWhen does this
    place open, Maurice?”
    “I’m not sure it closesI myself have been here at eight o’clock in the morningNaturally, it is
    not so crowded—”
    “Be here around noonBut with clear heads, all right?”
    “I shall be le caporal extraordinaire of La LégionThe man that I once was! Should I wear my
    uniform?” Maurice belched
    “Ah’ll wear a suit and a tieI got a suit and a tie, honest!” The American hiccuppedBoth of you be like you are now, but with your heads straightDo you understand me?”
    “You sound très américain, mon ami
    “I’m not, but then the truth’s not a commodity here, is it?”
    “Ah know what he meansI learned it real wellYou kinda fib with a tie on Bourne slid out of the booth, and suddenly a thought struck
    him
    10:27 am
    @@@@@ Pretty as a sunrise, and dropping from out
    @@@@@
    Pretty as a sunrise, and dropping from out of the blue like a falling
    starTell me now, how do you come to be here for the grand opening
    of
    the new store? Come let me get you a chair
    Scarlett forgot all about the rosary she'd meant to buyShe forgot
    about the Mother Superior, tooAnd about Pansy, who settled herself
    on a low stool in a corner and went to sleep at once with her head
    resting on a neat pile of horse blanketsJamie O 'Hara mumbled
    something under his breath when he returned from the back room
    with a
    chair for ScarlettThere were four customers waiting to be served
    In the next half hour more and more came in, so that there was no
    chance for him to say a word to ScarlettHe looked at her from time
    to time with apology in his eyes, but she smiled and shook her head
    There was no need to apologizeShe was pleased just to be there, in
    a
    warm, well-run store that was doing a good business, with a newfound
    cousin whose competence and skillful treatment of his customers was
    a
    delight to observeAt last there was a brief moment when the only
    customers were a mother and her three daughters who were looking
    through four boxes of laces"I'll talk like a rushing river, then,
    while I can," said Jamie"Uncle James will be longing to see you,
    Katie ScarlettHe's an old gentleman, but still active enoughHe's
    here every day until dinnertimeYou may not know it, but his wife
    died, God rest her soul, and Uncle Andrew's wife as wellIt took the
    heart out of Uncle Andrew, and he followed her within a monthMay
    they all be resting in the arms of the angelsUncle James lives in
    the house with me and my wife and childrenIt's not far from here
    Will you come to tea this afternoon and see them all? My boy Daniel
    will be back soon from making deliveries, and I'll walk you to the
    house
    We're celebrating my daughter Patricia's birthday todayAll the
    family will be there Scarlett said she'd love to go to tea
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:38 pm
    @@@@@ The woman was seriously old, mid-eighties
    @@@@@
    The woman was seriously old, mid-eighties at least
    She was in her wheelchairAn enormous pair of
    152
    blue Converse Hi-Tops were propped up on the
    chrome footrestsAlthough the temperature was in
    the mid-seventies, she wore a gray two-piece
    sweatsuitIn one gnarled hand a cigarette
    smolderedClapped on her head was the straw hat
    I'd seen on my walks, but on my walks I hadn't
    realized how enormous it was - not just a hat but
    a battered sombreroHer resemblance to Marlon
    Brando at the end of The Godfather - when he's
    playing with his grandson in the garden - was
    unmistakableThere was something in her lap that
    did not quite look like a pistol
    Ilse and I both wavedFor a moment she did
    nothingThen she raised one hand, palm out, in an
    Indian How gesture, and broke into a sunny and
    nearly toothless grinWhat seemed like a thousand
    wrinkles creased her face, turning her into a
    benign witchI never even glimpsed the house
    behind her; I was still trying to cope with her
    sudden appearance, her cool blue sneakers, her
    delta of wrinkles, and her -
    "Daddy, was that a gun?" Ilse was looking into the
    rear-view mirror, wide-eyed"Did that old lady
    have a gun?"
    153
    The car was drifting, and I saw a real possibility
    of clipping the hacienda's far cornerI touched
    the wheel and made a course correctionMind your driving, honeyThere
    ain't much road in this road
    She faced front againWe'd been driving in bright
    sunshine, but that ended with the hacienda's wall
    "What do you mean, of a kind?"
    "It looked likeI don't know, a crossbow-pistolMaybe she shoots snakes with it
    "Thank God she smiled," Ilse said"And it was a
    great smile, wasn't it?"
    I nodded
    The hacienda was the last house on Duma Key's open
    north
    10:18 am
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    400
    39
    The dark green KGB sedan rounded the final curve in the sloping road cut out of the countryside
    The descent had been gradualThe ground below was flat and summer-green with fields of wild
    grass bordering the approach to the massive brown building that was the Kubinka ArmoryIt
    seemed to rise out of the earth, a huge boxlike intrusion on the pastoral scene, an ugly man-made
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    two acres of landLike the structure itself, the front entrance was large, square and unadorned
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    winds of battle, their rifles at port arms, about to blow one another’s heads off
    Armed with an authentic Russian AK-47 and five standard thirty-round magazine clips, Bourne
    jumped out the far side of the silent coasting government car, using the bulk of the rolling vehicle
    to conceal himself in the grass directly across the road from the entranceThe armory’s huge dirt
    parking area was to the right of the long building; a single row of unkempt shrubbery fronted the
    entrance lawn, in the center of which stood a tall white pole, the Soviet flag hanging limp in the
    breezeless morning airJason ran across the road, his body low, and crouched by the hedgerow; he
    had only moments to peer through the bushes and ascertain the existence or nonexistence of the
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    irrelevantThere was a glass window in the right wall of the entrance similar to that of a theater’s
    box office; behind it sat a uniformed guard reading a magazine, and alongside him, less visible but
    seen clearly enough, was another, his head on the counter, asleepTwo other soldiers emerged from
    the immense armory door—double doors—both casual, unconcerned, as one glanced at his watch
    and the other lighted a cigarette
    So much for Kubinka’s security; no sudden assault was anticipated nor had one taken place, at
    least none that had set off alarms reaching the front patrols, usually the first to be alertedIt was
    eerie, unnatural, beyond the unexpectedThe Jackal was inside this military installation, yet there
    was no sign that he had penetrated it, no chanel fake indication that somewhere within the complex he was
    controlling a minimum of five personnel—a man impersonating him, three other men and a
    woman
    The parking area itself? He had not understood the exchanges between Alex, Krupkin and the
    voice over the radio, but now it was clear to him that when they had spoken of people coming
    outside and running to the stolen car, they were not referring to the front entrance! There had to be
    an exit on the parking area! Christ, he had only seconds before the driver of the Komitet car started
    up the engine and roared into the huge dirt lot, circling it and racing out, both actions announcing
    the government vehicle’s arrival and swift, calamitous departureIf Carlos was going to make his
    break, it would be then! After waiting for the standard radio backup, every moment of distance he
    put chanel handbags sale between himself and the armory would make it more difficult to pick up his trailAnd he, the
    efficient killing machine from Medusa, was in the wrong place! Further, the sight of a civilian
    running across a lawn or down a road carrying an automatic weapon within a military compound
    was to invite disasterIt was a small, stupid omission! Three or four additional words translated and
    a less arrogant, more probing listener would have avoided the errorIt was always the little things,
    the seemingly insignificant that crippled gray to black operationsGoddamn it!
    Five hundred feet away the KGB sedan suddenly thundered as it swerved into the dirt parking
    area raising clouds of dry dust while crushing and spitting out pieces of rock from its spinning tires
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    12:38 pm
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    “All's fair in war,” I murmured, trying to smile
    He spy bag fendi grinned weakly back
    “Okay, break it up,” Jeb mumbled
    I looked at him curiouslyWhat more was there?
    “Now He took a deep breath“Try not to freak out again, okay?” he asked, looking at me
    I froze, gripping Ian's hand tighter
    Ian threw an chanel purses anxious glance at Jeb
    “You're going to tell her?” Ian asked
    “What now?” I gasped“What is itnow? ”
    Jeb had his poker face on
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    "Yeah? Which arm you doing it with?"
    That stopped me for a moment, but we had come too
    far and shared too much for lies, even when the
    truth was nuts
    "All right," he saidI wish I
    knew what gucci men's watch was going on, that's allBecause
    something is
    "Maybe something isHow is she now?"
    "SleepingAnd I'm interrupting you
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    "Noble aspirations, but I don't think you can do
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    "I think you're wrongWon't be the first timeAre you
    going to come down and visit with us tomorrow? I
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    "Wireman, there's one other thingDid Elizabeth
    ever paint?"
    He laughed"Who knows? I asked her once and she
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    from the interest some wealthy alumni have black quilted bag in
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    12:39 pm
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    What time we staat?
    What the fug you caaeh? Ya yella?
    Who's yellaI'm gonna get me my bat
    (On the way he passes a synagogue"Ya yella?" He spits on it Hey, Whitey, I'm givin' it one for good luck
    Hey, Gallagheh, the kids yell
    Watch out for your old man when he's got a bag on
    In the house his mother winces at sounds and walks on tiptoeHis old man sits at the round table in the living-dining room, and grabs the yellow lace cover and crushes it in his big mittsThen he spreads it out on the table again
    Goddam, sure a man hasHey, PEG!
    What is it, Will?
    His father massages his nose and chinCut out the goddam mousing around, walk like a woman goddammit
    Yes, Will?
    That's all goddammit, get away
    When your old man's as big a sonofabitch as Will Gallagher, you leave him alone when he's got a bag onBut you watch him so one of his mitts don't catch you on the side of the mouth
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    “What?”
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    “Gunfire gunshots, confusion!”
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    “Where are the mechanisms?”
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    “What for?”
    “My rules, Ben! Do it! Then ignite this flare and throw it out the window so I’ll know it’s don
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